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March 11th, 2006] |
holy shit i forgot about this journal
i pretty much love it
but i made a new one
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add it sukkas!
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[Wednesday
November 30th, 2005] |
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lets get these teen hearts beating faster;faster<3
panic!at the disco is amazing
they make me want to play DDR with kime.
i swear. its the best
courtney gave met his girls sn
and she lets you jack all this music off her.
i seriously got SO many cds.
armor for sleep, every saves the day cd, the early november, fall out boy=new shiizz=amazing., panic at the disco=love, soco<3, the rocket summer, the spill canvas, the hush sound, amber pacific, jamisonparker, saosin, the starting line, motion city soundtrack, brand new
i could serioulsy go on for days
i jacked SO much shit from her
and i love her
i dont even know this girl
but court and i decided that we love her.
anyways
my weekend blew. umm of course. i hate living here.
monday was cute. i worked for the first time
it was SO fun. it was davids first day too. and he was insane
this kid is sooo funny. he was booty dancing. it was hilarious
i loved it. the people there are amazing and i really think im going to like it there.
i hope i can stay after holiday helppp
it would be amazing
i get 40%+ off everything<3
yessss.
anways school is gay. i cant beleive this sem is almost over.
im doing SO bad in algerbra
and i guess chem too? whatev.
just cuz i cant take test doesnt mean i should be failing.
whatev.
umm dube is getting me hidden in plain view from his brother
what can i say? hes my BFFFF. i swear hes the best person alive.
umm im excited for xmas
maybe im getting a acoustic?
prolly not.
my mom hates me
and im not too fond of her either.
whaaaaaaatver. that's a whole nother story i dont want to get into
cuz shes reading this right now.
i promise
HI MOM.
okay konstantine is on
and its amazing.
i wish he didnt have lukemia. :-(
i love soco.
okay
peaceeee<3 comments?
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[Thursday
November 24th, 2005] |
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happy thanksgiving
I MEAN... thanksGANGUPONLIVIA.
someoneshootmeplease.
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[Wednesday
November 23rd, 2005] |
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wtf dude?
whatever
i was just reminded of why i hate children in my grade
fuckers
i had an okay day. kinda gay
but whatev. i cant wait till i start work.
turkey day tomorrow
not looking forward to seeing the "family" they alllll hate me
do i care?
i think not.
i love the dube
hes seriously the best
we made turkeys in 4th hour
his was funny as hell
and then the hour was almost over and hes like dang i forgot to make a turkey wristband
he's too funny and my bfffff
haha
love it.
i love panic at the disco
they are really good.
they are unlike any other band ever..
hmm theres nothing else really going on right now.
im really bored
i wrote a really pretty lyric
i love it alot.
okay im done
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[Thursday
November 17th, 2005] |
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seriously you guys all suck at leaving comments
all of you.
today was a horrbile day. seriously it was one of the worst
im so sick of everyone and i give up. honestly. i hate all of you
okay theres li ke 4 people i love forever but whatever
yesterday .. oh man oohhh. i was soo beyond pissed
lets just say i cussed out my brother andmother.
ryan is the only one that kept me sane. i love that kid. hes such a good firend to me and we never even hang out. hes too sweet for words. <33 i promise.
hmm today, lets just say there are a few former friends that i will not be talking to ever again. and i dont care. really, i dont
i had a job interview today.
it went really really really well. kime picked me up and we chilled at her house with courtney and phil
we watched some of chapelles show
it was hilarious
i almost pissed my pants.
"I'm rich bitch" <3 hes my baby daddy? not really
duber is! haha i love that kid so much. he's seriously one of my best friends. ever. and i love his girlfriend which makes life even better. i promise
hmm so the interview! i did so good. not to sound stuck up my ass but i could tell she was impressed...i dont know why but she was!
and i was happy. she said i had a really good chance at the job..alls i need is a letter of recomondation
and that will be easy. i could ask like 2343 teachers that love me :-) :-)
then kime and i went to see brian at subway
hes so sweet
we talked for like 10 min then kim had to do h.w
=gay
but it was cute talking to him. he's really nice ;-)
okay im done but i cant evne wait
i want this job super bad
it looks fun
andd its american eagle! commmmme on! <3 i love it
okay comment/...nvm no one will youguys suuuuck!
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[Saturday
November 12th, 2005] |
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when you said that you were fallin apart
...i thought that you meant that you were fallin apart.
the academy is <3 <3 <3
i love it.
so yesterday was supposed to be really sweet.
I was supposed to hang out with dana and go to token to see amazing ryan and his band play
but no.
my mom is gay.
and after we were gunna go to kens party? maybe
but none of that happened.
my mom is gay.
i arleady said that but its true.
umm...instead i went to the mall
applied for jobs
it was fun
i met alot of random people.
i applied at pacsun, spencers,rave AE and the coffee beanery.
i go into AE and ask for an app. and shes like weve already done all our hiring. but i talked to her for a while and shes like well ill just give you an app. so i fill it out and thne talk to her some more and shes like im gunna set up an interview with you.
i was like holy hell.
i was soo excited
then i go to the coffee beanery and they say theyve already done all their holiday hiring...but she still give me an app.
and im like would it help that i used to work at Starbucks and shes like eyaaaaaah.
it was sweet.
so im going back there on wednesday for the interview.
::crosses fingers::
im so happy
and excited
and no one can ruin that
especailly bitchy ex friends who i could care less about :-]
im better without people who try to hold me back
speaking of bitches.
i dont like you anymore
youre a liar
and a cheater
and youre a liar about cheating
so whatever, im not even gunna let it go any further.
besides i like someone else. i have for a while now :-)
and i love it.
<3 <3 <3
comment bitches cuz you all suck at leaving comments
i promise
i havnet gotten a comment in the last month! its insane.
comment now. please?
<3sdfakl;sdfaskldjfas
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[Wednesday
November 9th, 2005] |
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just wanna say the entry before isnt true anymore
but i really dont care.
wtf is up with people lately?
especailly people i used to love?
whatever. i shouldnt care anymore but the sad part is i do
ive change alot this year
so fucking what. im actually fucking happy and if you cant deal with that fuck off. stay away from me. dont talk to me, dont talk about me, and dont think about me
no one could possibly understand what i fucking went through a few months ago. no one
even thew 5 people that actually know about it.
you werent there. you didnt experiecne it every fucking day for what? 4 months?
you dont know what its like to be medicated.
unless youve actually been medicated.
so fuck all of you who have something bad to say about me
yea, im loud
yea, im annoying
yea, im obnoxious
but im also fucking happy
ive never been so happy in my life
ive never had so much self confidence in my life
so fuck any and all of you who trys to fuck that up for me
cuz god, i will have something to do and say about it if you have something you need to tell me and i find out youre all talking shit about me behind my back
seriously what the fuck is this?
my "best friends" turning their back on me cuz im happy
and im confident
and no one can fukcing change that if they try
so fuck all of y ou
i dont care who you are
fuck all of you
right now i just cant stand a single person i used to call me friends
and i repeat, no one can possibly understand what i experience.
unless you were there, even thne you couldnt understand
once again fuck you all.
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[Friday
November 4th, 2005] |
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i am the happiest person alive
pete wentz is life.
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[Friday
November 4th, 2005] |
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so this week was cute.
halloween was fun
i was a cowgirl. i took my lil cousins.very cute :-)
hmm didnt get much candy but thats good cuzim fatashell.
then tuesday, supposed to hang with tina, didnt. big surprise. i was supposed to see dan also but didnt happen.
wednesday was cute, it was tinas bday. i love her to death. <3 <3 <3
thursday, i dont remember...
friday=today
went to the elvs thingy= help kids read
it was cute. the girl i had was adorable
then i called dan. it was cute. he's sweet as hell.
he made me laugh :-X
haha. emily called. yay! i missed her. she wanted me to go tot he game but my mom is the gayest
shes so mean. she makes me miss out on everything. i swear. i pisses me off so bad. im missing out on everything asdklfasdklfasjdl fRARRR eff it.
hmm i wish i went to the game. so many kids would have been there.
we had a pep assembly today. yes for geting out of sheckall. i hate him. alot.
umm it was a funny one.
then i stayed home and did nothing.
how fun and exciting. i know.
umm kime got a job
YAY FOR HER. i love her
<3
okay comment :-)
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[Saturday
October 29th, 2005] |
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I need a job badly.
any suggestions?
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[Saturday
October 29th, 2005] |
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so im updating cuz im really pissed off
i hate my fucking math teacher with an enormous passion
he can fucking die and i would care.
i almost failed his fucking class because he doesnt know how to teach.
i hate him.
on a lighter note life is good.
i actually talked to ian for the first time in like a year..
ya. kinda cool i guess. i called him and he actually talked..SURPRISER.
anyways i wont be falling for him again
i promised myself that. i mean im not gunna lie, i can do alot better
or at least better to the pic the guy shows some interest by talking.
anyways i was supposed to hang with tina but shit happened
halloween is coming up
yay for candy
im going to be a cow girl!
yesssssss
i have a new found love for a static lullaby
and from autumn to ashes
it's insane
nick let me have both his a static lullaby cds
i almost died from happiness.
i havnet put it down yet.
literally
and did anyone know that fata has soundclips from dawsons creek in their songs?
i almost died when i heard it
i was happy
okay im done
my myspace is pimped
view it and comment
myspace.com/cyanidekissesx0
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[Saturday
October 22nd, 2005] |
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ohhh
im updating for sure.
so ive hated my mother for a while
we had alot of huge fights
but now were all better
i mean..really. im online right now. i got all my shit back for the most part.
we still get into argurments but whatev.
wednesday was amazing. kime picked me up. we hung out for a while. took some pics with court. i love court. shes adorable. hung with their GIDDY. its so cute and tiny.
then her dad had me and kime go to krogers for some food. so we did. we got to see jimbooooo. <3 i miss him.
of course shane wasnt there. i miss him times a million. miked was there!
he even gave me a hug. it was insane. he used to hate me. now he doesnt. made my day. anways on our way back to the car..theres another car next to her dads that looks exactly the same. of course i go into the front seat..there was brownie mix uin the front som im like kime..why is there brownie mix in here.. no no answered.
i got out and she was in the other car..=her dads. i about died lauhging. it was soo fucking funny.
then we went to DQ. she runs up a curb. it was funny. i pay for ice cream with all quarters. i have on penny left and im like heres a tip. it was funny. they kid working there was nice. anyways. ihad a good time
then later my brother, yes my brother who can now drive took us to tri high. i actually hung out with him. its been about 8 years since ive actaully done that.
so we were walking to the bands and on the way there thers this kids taht looked like blake
so im like BLAKE. of course it wasnt him
i laughed
so Forever in a Day was playing. they were realylgood. i love ronchetto. i didnt even kno it was him until 20 minures later. itwa s cute he remembered me and everything. after they finished i just had to go shake all their hands. it was cute
Jessica,my love, mcdonld was there. i attacked her. i love her so much.its been lik 5 months since ive seen her. i missed her so much. her and jd were there. so was ryan! her b/f, his band ,capone played but of course i missed em.:-(
i would have soo much rahter seen them then that gay ass ska band pseudo strike. they blew ass. once they started ALOT i mean ALOT of people left. they sucked. i knew the lead singer. till her turned into an ass fucker. thats what he gets. bitch. anyways. i love ryan macdonld. hes sos sweet<3
ryan gardener was there too. hes sweet. alot of others were there. pat, mallie, andrea ummm
i cant even remember who else was there. it was a really good time
then on friday me and amanda went to my old elementary school. adams.
it was so cute. i get attacked by all these little onse that know me. i dont even knohow. then the 6th grade class all knew my brother. it was funny. mr farkas, my old teacher didnt even recognize me. i do look alot different. anywayas were going back up there on friday for the halloween party! i cant even wait. were baking cookies!<3
this week was a ton of fun. i loved it.
i love kime too. she drives me everywhere. but its okay i love her alot
shes my best friend ever.
<3
I NEED COMMENTS PLEASE
LJ FRIENDS NEED TO STEP IT Up!!!!!
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[Thursday
September 22nd, 2005] |
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no one ever comments. you friends are gay. you need to comment.
okay so..
i got fired from my job. i think its so funny.
i got $200 in 2 weeks. umm its their loss. i met cute kids. like jim. im in love with him by the way. i swear on my life.
okay anyways...schools pretty good i guess. i dont hate it. i sleep in every class..im also failing every class. haha oh well.
hmm
i got a digital camera! woooo im so happy. ive wanted one for soooo long. there will be pictures sooooooon!
i dont know what else to say. i miss my friends. like mel, kime jess, jd evans and others
i never get to even see them cuz my moms a nigger bitch that i hate with a passion. i cant wait. only 2 more fucking years. yea we;ll see whos grounded then.
fuckerrrs
comment
im missing the oc. peace bitches.
<333
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[Thursday
August 4th, 2005] |
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heyy kids
loooong time to update?
my summer sucks ass beyond belief
im STILL grounded
gaaay as fuck
everyone hates me cuz i cant hang out
it makes me so sad.
what a waste of a summer
fuckers.
ahhhhhh
i dont want to start school
i hate school so much
i hate franklin and every fucker there except nicole and slack
and maybe a few others
the rest can go fuck themselves. fuckers. i hate em. seriously.
they alll suck
theyre so fucking lame.
bitches.
i seriously want to move so fucking bad. no one even knows.
i want to go to shs surprisingly.
scary. i know
i know about 6 people that go there..
but whatev. i hate ajhfaskldjf everything
especailly my fag of a mom. i swear
i want her to like..LEAVE. i hate her. shes so fucking retarded
WHO GROUDS SOMEONE FOR A MONTH. honestly. thats so fucked up. she ruins everything for me.
i cant wait till i turn 18. ill never have to see that bitch again.
fuckers.
i miss kim and mel sooo much
i swear. their the best people ever. i love them both. <3 i misss you ::deep voice::
when im ungrounded were going to get wasted niggers.ahhhhhhh
anyways i dont have much to say. being grounded and all.
fuckers
im so pissed. my brothers get everything, literally.
one gets a fucking guitar and the other gets a fucking drum set. and what do i get? jack shit.
i swear . and im the onlyone thatg ets good grades and all that shit
i swear i hate my family. bunch of bitches.
okay im done complaining.
i dyed my hair again
i need a job
and yea. thats its.
holler
comment// add me. niggas need comments!!
<3
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[Thursday
June 30th, 2005] |
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okay sweet. So I'm sitting here with a needle in me ear.
holy man. i peirced it. myself. yes, im hardcore...
okay so it really hurts and i cant take it out. :-/
whatev.
The past few days have been fun.
Tuesday i think? i hung ou with kime. we went out to lunch. it was so good. then we hung out with courtney and phil. I dont remember what else we did. i think we just watched movies.
Yesterday kime picked me up and we went to taco bell. holllerrrrr
thne we just hun gout and later on we picked upi Corrine and Eric. we went to the movies
we saw War of the Worlds. it was pretty good. yay for eric and i holding hands the whole time? hahah
then he gave me his golf ball? haha it was cute.
then kime and i went to visit evans! oh man i miss him. hes soo sweet.
yay for that. <3
so today.i have no idea what I'm doing. i dont even know why im awake. its 1130
wtf?
i never wake up this early..
okay so comment and add me cuz i have no friends
OH and holller for good report cards. just see for yourself...
( Report Card )
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[Tuesday
June 28th, 2005] |
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( I'm so bored. )
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[Monday
June 27th, 2005] |
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yay for new journals!
i love it. its so cute. <3 thanks to mallie<3
okay so
i love this journal if you didnt know. i think everyone should add me cuz i have like no friends. so add me. now.
holler.
okay my summer so far has been pretty awesome.
i hang out with kime and babysiteveryday/ almost
its okay though. im getting a job soon. hopefully.
yay for that. i dotn know what else to say. the spree was kinda gay. there was no good rides. but whatev.
hmm
today im prolly hanging out with kime. okay thats all for now. OOHHH
I DYED MY HAIR. its hot. i love it. its got red highlights. im in love with it forever.
when i take pics ill post em.
okay comment! and addd me nugga
♥
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